ZACK (ZEE) JENKINS| MARCH 2023 - Member Spotlight
Questions we asked:
When did you first get interested in running? And why do you run now?
I first started running in middle school, primarily as an after-school sport to stay in shape during the soccer offseason. I kept running because, by the time I reached highschool, my friends and soccer teammates all started getting involved with drugs, alcohol, and partying. As a closeted queer kid in rural Appalachia, I knew if I spent my spare time partying I’d eventually get outed or in worse social situations or legal trouble. Running long trail mileage was a simpler and easier excuse that I could do alone, away from the social pressures of the peer group I was simply waiting to leave behind come college-time. Though I was banking on soccer being my ticket out of Appalachia, it turns out a dual running+academic scholarship would be my saving grace… getting me to California in 2008.
NOW I run to stay healthy, to manage my depression more easily than by using medication, to avoid the diabetes and heart disease risk of my family, and for the friends and community I’ve made as a member of this club. Each marathon is a medal to add to the collection, but each mile is a reason to not feel so alone in this world. I’m truly grateful for both the ability to run AND the community of kind souls to run with.
How did you hear about SFRRC and for how long have you been a member?
I joined SFRRC in 2018, so almost 5 years now. I was working down in Mountain View and commuting each day. Even though I was working with many great runners and triathletes at the time, few were training for events that seemed interesting to me or were willing to run together after work. I saw a Facebook ad for SFRRC and decided, even though I absolutely loathe mornings, I’d wake up early and join a Saturday run. The rest, I guess, is history. :)
What are the most memorable joyful moments with the club? And why?
Even though I was a member of the club for a little over the year before the pandemic, I didn’t have many close friends or connections. I felt like just another guy that showed up to the group run. Some people knew my name, gave me Strava kudos, or expressed interest in my training or racing. In 2020, I distinctly remember Chun leading the New Year kickoff and asking the group ‘What are your goals for the year?’. I had just done an Ironman in the fall of 2019, so I was one of the few who spoke of other goals outside of running: strength training and gaining muscle mass.
Then… 2020. Pandemic. Lockdown. No group runs.
My most memorable and joyful moments with the club were those first few months returning to meetups in 2021. I injured my back in that year of living-room strength training and knew I wouldn’t be able to make a comeback alone. So many members of the club moved or gave up running in the pandemic. And many new club members joined as we began to emerge from a year spent indoors and away from others. Those first few runs back, absolutely struggling to grit out 6-8 miles with nerve pains shooting down my leg, I knew the effort was worth it. The OG runners were excited to be around one another. The newbies were so curious, excited, motivated or scared to train for longer races. There was an energy and optimism for what community groups like SFRRC could be. It helped me hold on to a hope that I’d be able to regain my fitness and kept me excited to keep coming back to the meetups, working back from injury, and then… eventually, to have the confidence with the camaraderie to sign up with the group that trained for and raced CIM in 2022 (my comeback marathon since 2019).
My most joyous time running with SFRRC has been the open spirit and attitude we have all brought to our runs and racing in 2021 and running CIM with dozens of, who I can now call friends, in 2022. It filled my heart and made my pandemic life, which felt so small, so much larger.
What are your running goals?
I want to qualify for Boston again. I haven’t since 2016 and, after seeing friends and new club members crush their training and racing Boston in 2022 and this year 2023, I’ve got the itch again. At CIM-2022 I was able to do a 3:21 with only a couple months of actual dedicated training, so I’m working to get back to sub-3 shape.
What are a few of your favorite things about the club?
The post-lockdown camaraderie of club members, no matter their pace group or what race they’re training for, is so spirited. It’s been a true delight to feel like a member of the team, part of the running squad, and a friend of people from so many different backgrounds as mine.
Post-track Pizza Night - friends and Pizza… enough said.
Race volunteer groups - running a race for time is awesome, but a random group of friends out there on the course cheering you on, having nutritional support, or post-race is such a game changer. For the SF Marathon, CIM, and other local races those brief moments where the crowd support is calling YOUR name … it’s something special and keeps you moving.
Favorite Race: Avenue of the Giants Marathon (The Ave)
Favorite Training Runs: Chain of Lakes route through Golden Gate Park; Mission Creek past the houseboats through Dogpatch to Heron’s Head Park; Glen Canyon to Twin Peaks and Sutro Tower Loop
Which pace group are you in? 8 min/mile
How many miles do you run per week: 30-70, depending on what stage of a training or racing cycle I’m in. I always try to at least hit 20 unless I'm sick.
Food (when training for a marathon): Pizza, Sushi, Ethiopian, Dimsum, Ramen - just about anything full of flavor, quality proteins, and carbs; White Cheddar SkinnyPop popcorn and BBQ Potato Chips with Kombucha as a daily afternoon snack
Shoes (training and racing): NewBalance 890v7
What do you like to do when not running with the club:
When not running with the club I’m usually doing photography work around town (including occasional running photography) or having park picnic meetups with my cats. In the pandemic my husband and I adopted 2 kitties and I started a Bengal Cat Meetup Group that has since merged with another CatsOnLeashes group. We try to have 1 or 2 picnics at different parks around town each quarter.
What keeps you motivated?
For starters, I got much more motivated to come back from my 2020 injury when Ned, the fellow 8 min pace group leader, got injured. I was one of the only members from before the pandemic at that pace who knew the routes. I raised my hand and said I could pace the people, and that responsibility to look out for the little baby SFRRC birdies who had just joined the club kept me going.
As there was so much uncertainty in the job market, the economy, the elections, the pandemic “recovery” I found that being around other runners helped me keep order and make sense of my place in the world. Even those in the club not training for races, who are just focused on staying active. All approaches and motivations and perspectives for training are valid… because they’re there. We’re there. Meeting these runners and showing up for them over the past couple of years have helped me show up for myself, even when I lacked the motivation to do so.
Secondly, and perhaps a bit too candidly, fear. I’m afraid of what will happen in my life without running.
Fear of not living up to the expectations I have for myself.
Fear of disappointing the sad and lonely little inner effeminate child who needed more from the world than rural Appalachia could give.
Fear of what would happen to my body and mind without running… depression getting worse, pre-diabetes, heart disease, obesity.
Fear of being alone.
I've struggled with fear being a motivator, whether it's a positive or negative way of moving through the world, but have come to terms with the fact that its presence is neither good nor bad rather my response to it can be good or bad. By using that fear for positive things in my life, I have to trust myself in that I'm harnessing its power for good. Every time I show up to run with SFRRC, whether my body wants to be there that day or not, I never feel afraid. I feel capable. I feel supported. I feel part of something. And it’s simply, purely, motivating. I only hope to return a meager percentage of that positive motivation to others when they make the choice to show up. <3
What words of advice would you give to someone who is training for a race?
Find pro athletes with a training and life philosophy that resonate with you and CONSUME all of their media. (Tommy Rivvs, Des Linden, Stephen Scullion, Chrissy Wellington and Mirinda Carfrae are mine.)
Take things steady.
If you’re new to it, ask members of the club who may have more experience or get a coach to make you a dedicated training/racing plan. Expert input never hurts!
Worry less about the metrics / data and more about the reason WHY you’re training for a race.
Focus on getting to the starting line healthy and uninjured (i.e. don’t neglect your recovery, flexibility, mobility, diet). That’s a much harder part than actual race day.
Keep your head up, heart open, and soul engaged.